Yesterday April 14, 2020, I had an incident whereby God has shown me in the Spirit what is coming to America. When the prophecy comes true, very shortly, it will be a confirming sign that HE has established me as a prophet of old. That is, through me and others also raised like me, HE is going to declare new things.
My wife is dying from cancer. In Nov 2012, she was diagnosed with breast cancer, and in June 2018 the cancer was diagnosed as stage four. The doctors did not think she would live another six months. Yet here she is. Every day, she was living with excruciating pain throughout her body. She can barely walk and then only with a walker. Standing is painful; sitting is painful; lying down is painful. Only when she sleeps does she have relief. Her days consist of sitting in a chair intermittingly sleeping and staring at nothing. From time to time, she watches old TV shows. She especially likes the Andy Griffith Show and watches it over and over. She also reads the Bible every day and prays. She keeps telling me; she doesn’t understand why God does not take her. She wants to die and go to heaven and be with Jesus. She prays again and again that God takes her. I told my wife that God must have a reason for her to live; she is a sign to me. My wife has little appetite for anything. She eats tiny amounts when she eats at all. Before cancer, her weight was 160 pounds. Now she weighs about 110. Her body is all skin and bones. I pat her on the back very very lightly now and then to tell her I love her; she smiles and winces in pain when I do.
One of the things she loves is Hagen Daus ice cream bars. Hagen Daus makes several different flavors. Her favorite is Carmel-with-pretzel. I usually keep the freezer well supplied with the ice cream bars for her. With the Coronavirus problem, the grocery store has run out. Now every time I go, I look for the bars. So far, they are still not available.
Yesterday, I thought I would surprise her and get two or three boxes. So, before she gets up, usually around 10:30 I left to get the bars. I arrived at the store, Publix, parked, and walked toward the entrance. Publix has two double sliding doors about 50 feet apart. I always enter the store using the left entrance because it is usually the closet from where I park. I approached the door expecting it to open, and it did not. A man was standing on the other side of the glass and told me to use the other door to enter. I said to him, “I’m standing right here. Open the door for me.” There was no obvious sign displayed explaining why that entrance was closed. The man did not offer any apologies for the inconvenience, just told me I had to use the other door. A shopper then exited the store through the door. The man opened it just enough to allow the shopper to exit and not far enough for me to enter, which would have been very easy and considerate, yet he did not. It was clear to me I was being controlled, and I didn’t like that. I was being deprived of fundamental freedom. Not being able to use the entrance that had always functioned as a two-way entrance under normal circumstances may seem small and insignificant, even petty to some; however, to me, I became enraged at the idea. I turned away to go to the other door, and I swore at the man and called him an idiot, among other words. I was infuriated at the idea of being controlled. I entered the store and went straight to the frozen food section that contained the bars, and there were none on the shelf. This just added insult to injury. I was still steaming. I immediately left the store without buying anything and drove home. The anger I was feeling was beyond normal; I can’t explain it; I was enraged. As I was driving home, I was thinking in my rage, if I owned a gun, I would get it, go back to that store and shoot that son-of-a-bitch that was so insensitive, inconsiderate, controlling and disrespectful (I’m almost 77 years old). That man epitomized the very idea of socialism and communism. I wanted to kill him!
That morning I was reading the news before I left for the store. Of course, the coronavirus pandemic was front and center. Story after story, of people being forced to shutter in place by the government. Ordinances enacted by politicians that didn’t make logical sense. Arbitrarily letting some businesses stay open while others were forced to close—stupid travel restrictions. People even being fined for being out and about with no one around them, driving in one’s own car, paddling on a paddleboard in the ocean, and many other such illogical and inconsistent, arbitrary incidences. You can fish or hunt but can’t paddle a paddleboard in the ocean by yourself? Then on top of that, there were articles of churches being targeted by some Governors and majors in direct violation of the Constitution. A blatant disregard by the very people who are sworn to uphold the law and defend the Constitution. Especially disturbing to me was an incident where fines were threatened, even nails poured on the road to keep worshipers from attending Easter Service in their cars while practicing social distancing. They were being responsible yet denied the freedom to worship! On Easter, no less! Other articles and interviews on television were explaining how our freedoms are slowly being taken away from us.
The Constitution states: “Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press, or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.”
The people, you and I, are being deprived right now by our elected leaders of our basic constitutional rights. I am insulted, offended, and outraged by our leaders, those elected by us. They are commanding us what to do, how to think, and how to act as if we are children. It is clear to me, and to everyone else, they’re just guessing at solutions and hoping they guess right. The models they follow prove that they are. Do they think they are better, more knowledgeable, wiser than our founding fathers? They do!. The “all-knowing all-caring” Dr. Facui (whose name means “Jaws”) has shut down the greatest economy the world has ever seen by fiot. Putting millions out of work, and who knows what other ramifications will ensue all the while other equally qualified medical experts argue there is another way to approach the pandemic that didn’t entail shutting down the economy, that was not given a voice. The President, in his compassion, wants to save lives, in a nation that aborts 61 million babies out of convenience. Can not everyone see the irony and hypocrisy in that thinking? I am not insinuating the President is at fault here. However, he is ignorant of God’s law. He is a babe in Christ. The President does not know, nor does he believe, as many Christians and I do that God is responsible for the Coronavirus. GOD brought it upon the world because of its wickedness and evil to get men to repent. There is a sickness unto death the Bible teaches, and only God knows those who HE is going to kill with the virus for reasons known only to HIM because HE has seen the end from the beginning. GOD knows those who love Him and those who hate Him, and those who will never accept HIM. So what if two million or more people were to die? Who are we to usurp God’s judgment? Read my post, “The Corona-virus judgment God has brought on the world.” I could go on, but this was my state of mind when driving to the store. The incident at the store was the straw that broke the camels back.
When I got home, I was seething as I sat down at the kitchen table. My wife asked me what was wrong because it was apparent to her I was upset. As I started to explain the incident, she cut me off in the middle of my explanation and scolded me about going to the store, she had made a list, and I had not taken it with me. Then I completely shut down. She knew she had spoken too soon and tried to get me to explain without an apology. I just got up and left the table without saying a word. I went out on the porch and sat by myself, still enraged. She came out to the porch and attempted again to get me to explain. I was totally unforgiving, and would not. I left the house without saying a word and went for a walk.
While out walking all kinds of thoughts were going through my mind. The foremost of which was I had to get into shape, because I was going to have to fight these “people” sometime in the near future. The war against the saints was beginning. I have to work out, get strong, learn self-defense techniques, ala some type of martial arts, I thought, because I will be forced to fight these “people” for my freedom. When I got back to the house, I decided to wash the car (it was a physical activity), and then I decided to clean the roof gutters of leaves and debris, another job requiring physical activity. After about three hours of up and down the ladder, I was exhausted. I had to remove and replace segments of coverings on the gutter. It took more time that I thought it would.
Finally, I started to simmer down and think more clearly. I made up with my wife and explained what had triggered my rage.
Bedtime came, and I went to bed. While lying there, I couldn’t go to sleep. The incident kept going through my mind. I was trying to understand why I had become so enraged over something that under a normal circumstance, I would have ignored. Then my left leg began to cramp horribly from the knee down, the pain was excruciating. I lay there trying to control the cramping, but it would come an go. Then after one particular cramp my leg shook violently for three of four shakes—nothing at all in my right leg or any other effect in any other part of my body. After the shaking, the cramps ceased. Then the Lord spoke to me in the Spirit; the incident was to be a sign of things to come; it was also to be a sign confirming me as one of HIS prophets because I had been praying and asking HIM to do that.
Before I went to bed that evening, I was reading from Isaiah. I came across these verses, and they jumped out to me.
Isaiah 42:8. “I am the Lord, that is My name; I will not give My glory to another, Nor My praise to graven images.” 9 “Behold, the former things have come to pass, Now I declare new things; Before they spring forth I proclaim them to you.”
Then this: “Isaiah 44:24“ Thus says the Lord, your Redeemer, and the one who formed you from the womb, “I, the Lord, am the maker of all things, Stretching out the heavens by Myself, And spreading out the earth all alone, 25 Causing the omens of boasters to fail, Making fools out of diviners, Causing wise men to draw back, And turning their knowledge into foolishness, 26 Confirming the word of His servant, And performing the purpose of His messengers.”
So this is to be the prophecy that is to come very soon: Because the people and the leaders failed to acknowledge God Allmighty, nor repent of their wickedness, but only give HIM feigned lip service:
Behold, Hear the word of the Lord. “Because you have taken MY freedoms for granted, I am going to deprive you of your freedoms, you will seek to go one way but will be forced to go another. Your leaders will cause you pain as cramps cause discomfort. You will become enraged at them as I am enraged at you. You will seek to satisfy yourselves, but I will deprive you of your wants. You desire peace and safety, but I am going to shake you violently. And then you will know I am the Lord.”
Today I went back to the store, and nothing at all had changed. Didn’t see the guy, and everything was as it was before.
Entry April 18, 2020
I went back to the store on April 16 at around 7:00 PM to get my wife some icecream bars and drinks because she was in extreme pain and suffering badly from her cancer, and again the main entrance door that I always use was closed to entry and only used by shoppers to exit the store. I was triggered and became even more outrage than before. I cursed at the person working the door and went into the store by the other entrance. While in the store, the manager (I presume) approached me and told me that I would have to leave the store. I yelled at him and said, “I don’t like being controlled! You people are controlling people; you don’t know how to live free. You’re all a bunch of sheep!” The manager said he was calling the police. I thought I would go ahead and buy what I came for, then decided it would be pointless. I then left the store and drove home.
I was bewildered as to my behavior. It was not like me. I asked Jesus to help me because I didn’t understand why I became so enraged.
This was the second time it happened. I believe now that it is a sign and a witness that God is confirming me as His profit, like a profit of old. One who says: “Thus saith the Lord etc….”
I was concerned because about speaking presumptuously in the name of the Lord. His law states that the false prophet that speaks presumptuously in the name of the Lord shall be put to death. Therefore I backed off and did not post what I have written on the 14th. I did not hear Him speak to me. Only in my own initiative did I presume to speak for the Lord, and that, in the way and pattern, the prophets of old did speak. Therefore, I will not speak unless the Lord has spoken to me. I fear the Lord.
Because I am not sure what is happening regarding this sign, I have asked the Lord to confirm that indeed He has called me as a prophet of old.
I have two daughters, one from my blood and one that is a stepdaughter, the daughter of my present wife. My blood daughter has not called me in over 30 years; my stepdaughter does call me from time to time. To confirm the word of the Lord, both daughters have to call me without me prompting them in any way. The stepdaughter will call to ask me about events or topics I cover in my book. I have given it to her to read. She will be humble and consider that her view of how God works in the world may be wrong. Her attitude will be one of receiving instruction.
My blood daughter, when she calls, will also be an attitude of receiving instruction. However, she will also ask for my forgiveness because of her anger and bitterness she has harbored toward me since my separation and divorce from her mother in 1986. And she will also ask me about things I have written in my book because my son will have talked to her about my book and will have sent her an electronic file of the book for her to read.
If these two things happen within seven days from today, then I will know the Lord has indeed called me as His prophet, and then whatever I speak in His name will come true. His will be done.
The two daughters did not call, however, I did get a confirming sign from my step son. I spoke a prophecy to him that came true three days later, and because he told me what I had said came true, I felt as if God said to me in the spirit that this was His confirming sign and not mine. Because of that I am posting this blog.